It's Been Great.

Though it wasnt the news that i wanted.. but maybe...it was more or less expected. Well. i would say the process has been great, It is not without its fair share of laughter, joy and sadness though. Maybe the problem was due to the time and the mood.

But at the end of it all. I kept asking myself why did this happened. The only reason i could come up with, is that i really suck at it and that maybe one of the factors is me. I really hate this feeling. It just makes me feel that i am so lousy. maybe i am. and for that i have no reason to blame anyone but me. Why do i suck??

Its been a mixed week. good times bad times. but i know the ending to this week would be a mixed one as well.

At the end of it all, maybe i should reflect and ask myself if i did enough or maybe i should have done more.
And all i can say, is that i will be positive and stand up again. I cant let a failure affect my entire life rite? I mean. As the saying goes. Failure is the mother of all successes. I will succeed sooner rather than later.